March Recap

It’s been a MONTH. We started it off in our air bnb (I miss it so much), turning 25, my grandma passing, moving back home w my parents. Then Josh had his knee surgery, we celebrated his 25th birthday and lastly, I’m entering my busiest work week (and upcoming season) as the new pilates studio opened!

One other HUGE thing also happened but you’ll have to wait till next week for the reveal. (there’s a big hint in this week’s episode:)

Feeling it all seems impossible but I cherish the moments I get to be alone and enjoy some silence. I feel like the timing of it all was completely universe driven, a season I could have never ever predicted.

It all makes me laugh at my January self. In the slumps of deep winter, feeling like I had zero plans, zero direction and a lot of self pity.

Boy do things change quick.

Which reminds me to embrace the boring moments and lean into all the signs from the universe.

I was never raised religious, and frankly it was something mocked and laughed at. So it’s a challenge for me to be unapologetic in the ways I lean into spirituality.

I’m finding that the more I name it, the better I feel.

• Putting it out there that “I really want a red light therapy mask and a theragun… but I’m not going to buy them… I’ll just see what happens….”

  • Jess.. name it what it is: that’s manifesting. Both came to me in the most unexpected ways (thank you universe).

• Finding our air bnb in an area we weren’t even interested in + the exact weeks lined up with so many things unexpected and completely out of our control.

  • anddd this has led to one of the biggest decisions we’ve ever made…

• While Josh was under the knife (sorry I had to lol) I went on a hike with friends who are religious and I asked if we could pray for him.

  • Old Jess would’ve been too embarrassed to be this vulnerable. But instead we wrapped ourselves in a three person hug huddle, one friend started it off, I joined in and cried in front of them.

My life has become so much richer when I let myself call out what I feel just is.

God, the universe, source, mother earth. I believe in it and I’m working to not be ashamed to say it. I feel better because of it.

If this is you, it’s okay to name it too and to take those baby steps. Safe spaces. I would not be saying any of this in front of SEVERAL family members.

However, when I’m alone, why not say it. I think it only strengthens that relationship and plus it eases my anxiety when it comes to things that feel unpredictable.

That’s all for today. Exciting things on the horizon amoungst challenging things as always.

I hope you’ll take a listen as I dive deeper into these things and maybe share it with a friend:

Lots of love,

Jess